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About Me Premium Member Wise Ass kristie.aalyn.nikhi.mckonlyFemale/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 3 Years
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With Every Lonely Tear

:heart:Dearest Sarah Desirae. Your tears hurt me every time I see them fall. I know our faith is shakey and torn and burned. But, your undying faith and hope keep us going. You, small as you are, carry us. You lead us through. You hold us up. You make us strong. And, while we're broken, you make us brave -- help us stand tall when we'd rather cradle in a corner away from the hurt. I'll catch every single tear and cry with you. I'll never let you go. We will make it through together. These tears and rips at the heart will build us up. They'll puddle in mercy water, showering us in grace and redemption. We will dance again darling. Until then, I will hold your hand and be the one to sing you to sleep. I will carry you to Jesus on my knees..:heart:

Kids

As a survivor of child abuse and trauma (as well as adult abuse), photographs of children have a very unique place in my heart. Even the most joyous face on a child can actually evoke SO much sadness in me. Images of sadness, abandonment and pain can actually rekindle a sense of validation and connection with me. Then, each image can evoke a different experience inside of me simply depending on the day I happen to view it.
I never plan to have children and actually don't do well with kids (mostly because of what I've already explained; it's always uncertain and unpredictable how I may feel around them, let alone interact). The images of them here on dA seem to hold a nostalgic, sweet soft-spot in most people's hearts around here. For me, that's not the case, really. But, the essence of a child and capturing that in some way artistically Speaks to me. It's healing, while at times painful. It's beauty and joy and sometimes silly. But, most of all, it's something I want to Experience (vicariously through these images). Whether it's joy and carefree bliss in innocence I never got to have myself, or even tending to old wounds by looking at the pain in another child's eyes; I need to experience it now. Thank you to all artists who make this possible for me.

.. you show me ..

Journal Entry: Mon Nov 9, 2009, 9:01 PM


so,
i've been slowly weeding through your music suggestions

but what i really want is the ART that's been inspiring you here.
i really want to gather a mass feature together here soon.
i have a lot in my watchbox to go through,
but i really want to see/hear your works you've been inspired by too!

kthxbye.

ps. i love you and have finally been sleeping tons and tons
(part of me is happy about that, part of me is a little concerned.
...you all know i don't ever sleep, so naturally i have to wonder WHY i'm so tired.
there are several possible culprits that could be forewarning of my continuing health problems,
but i'm crossing and praying that it's just psychological peace and rest and comfort!)

loves you alls!
(still trying to weed through all my comments! gah! so sorry!)

NOW SHOW ME SOME GOOD ART!
(demandin lil bugger aren't i? )
:giggle:





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  • Mood: Optimism
  • Listening to: el televisor
  • Watching: Justin playing Fallout 3
  • Playing: "viewer" of Fallout 3
  • Eating: nada
  • Drinking: vodka. what? no, i don't drink!

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  • Current Residence: NorthAmerica. usOFa. pennsylvania. wellsville. aBox.
  • Interests: your mom.
  • Favourite movie: white.palms//fight.club//the.fountain//center.stage//stick.it//august.rush
  • Favourite band or musician: a.fine.frenzy/bright.eyes/metallica/tegan&sara/flyleaf/tokio.hotel/eisley
  • Favourite genre of music: indie.rock.punk.metal.alternative.hardcore.classical.oldies
  • Favourite artist: ....and insult all the viewers of this page?? how rude.
  • Favourite poet or writer: ask me tomorrow. i'll tell you something different.
  • Favourite photographer: my camera is swell on his own.
  • Favourite style of art: sarcasm. its an art form.
  • Operating System: I am a FATAL ERROR. http 404. system down.
  • Shell of choice: the one i live in // no one gets in.
  • Wallpaper of choice: white paint; box of sharpies.
  • Skin of choice: i wanna be black. no, i'm being serious.
  • Favourite game: tetris. hands down. you lose.
  • Favourite gaming platform: whooo?? ..doesn't wanna play on a highway? i do.
  • Favourite cartoon character: cartoons should die. except DaRiA. ..and trent. ..and jane. but quinn must die.
  • Personal Quote: Trespassers will be SHOT! Survivors will be shot again.
  • Tools of the Trade: oh, i'm numba one of 'em all, slick.

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Comments


:iconambitiouslyvicious:
Thanks for the favourite :D

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:icondirtofgrandeur:
DA is lonely without you. So...:hug:.

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:icon333sweetoblivion333:
You're welcome! You have a great gallery! :)
:iconlife-takers-crayons:
Hi, thanks for the fav :)

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:iconlouisolah:
Thkx very much for faving my work.

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:icondreamingpsnlaffingx3:
you've got some really beautiful, evocative pictures in your gallery.

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:iconblueillusions:
Thank you for the fave <3 It means a lot :)
:iconnightmaresontv:
Thank you so much darlin. :heart:

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:iconstupid-princess:
i'm in love with your gallery :heart:

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:iconleilalilium:
i love your gallery :heart:
:iconthedeviantindigo:
Dunno if you've ever heard it or not but I wanna recommend a song, I love it. Its from Plumb, and its called "God Shaped Hole". :)

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btw, i posted your page on my facebook. i hope that's ok

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